Stress
I feel disjointed... Stressed... Exhausted.
I feel no feelings about homecoming sometimes. I can't see past the drive and the moving in.
Sometimes I don't even feel like I remember how to feel about my husband. I miss him... but is this *really* going to happen?
So much to do. And then the giant of a drive just looms...
Once we set out, get a day or two behind us, I hope I will feel differently.
For now it's just the tasks before me, anxiety, stress, and exhaustion.